When I was 6 I wanted a new bike.When I was 10 I wanted a dog.When I was 14 I wanted to fit in. I wanted friends.When I was 16 I wanted a car.When I was 17 I wanted a girl named Elle. Or more appropriately when I was 15, 16, and 17.Now I want Everything.I only need enough to survive.It’s funny because everything I used to want I got. I’ve gotten a few new bikes, I have a dog, I’m pretty sure I have friends, I have a car, I had a girl.Some things took longer for me to achieve than others but I have been able to get everything I’ve wanted.Now those wants have changed or they’re gone.I still have a bike and my dog is with my parents. The people I call my friends are not the same people I called my friends when I was 14. My car is broken down.Anyone who knows me at all knows how much my want for that girl has changed.I know that my wants and my needs have changed a lot. Right now all I’m trying to do is survive.Survival.That's all.Later Internet.