Need to want less.

When I was 6 I wanted a new bike.

When I was 10 I wanted a dog.

When I was 14 I wanted to fit in. I wanted friends.

When I was 16 I wanted a car.

When I was 17 I wanted a girl named Elle. Or more appropriately when I was 15, 16, and 17.

Now I want Everything.

I only need enough to survive.

It’s funny because everything I used to want I got. I’ve gotten a few new bikes, I have a dog, I’m pretty sure I have friends, I have a car, I had a girl.

Some things took longer for me to achieve than others but I have been able to get everything I’ve wanted.

Now those wants have changed or they’re gone.

I still have a bike and my dog is with my parents. The people I call my friends are not the same people I called my friends when I was 14. My car is broken down.

Anyone who knows me at all knows how much my want for that girl has changed.

I know that my wants and my needs have changed a lot. 

Right now all I’m trying to do is survive.

Survival.

That's all.

Later Internet.